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Monday, 16 November 2009

  • Monday.

    Today I am wearing my Colt's shirt again... it was well worn last night!!!

    *happy smile*




    Colts News: THIS TEAM NEVER QUITS

    It was amusing... during half time I had been talking to a dear friend our chat went longer than halftime (grin) and when I walked back in the room where the family was watching the game, they were all walking out and the TV was off. Peyton Manning just threw an interception... game is over. Dad said.

    I looked at them in disbelief! Um, you guys aren't true fans then... cause there is FIVE MINUTES left in the quarter and the Colts have several time outs. They will win!!! Just you wait!

    Well, the family got ready for bed and I popped my popcorn and determined to sit down and watch the last five minutes... for better or worse! WOW was it totally worth it! I was so thrilled! Yes, the family all ended up joining me too! *grin* I found it rather amusing that before the game started we were watching the Pre-game show, they were talking about the rivalry between the Patriots and the Colts over the years, the announcer was comparing the teams in general and compared Tony Dungy (in previous games) to Bill Belichick and the stated: The straight shooter vs. the Rule Bender. Rather interesting. Reputations say a lot.

    I kept saying... the righteous will prevail. And eventually, Proverbs 26:27 happened when the Patriots arrogantly went for the 4th down. It was the most exciting game I have watched in a-very-long-time. In my opinion, it might as well have been the Superbowl! *grin*

    [End of Football rant]

    It is Monday.
    So many things to do on Mondays... mostly because I work on Tuesdays and Wednesdays, therefore whatever doesn't get done on Monday must wait till Thursday. However, Dad informed me that THIS week is probably our last week of work!
    Yes, last week at Ergon and working for my Dad. I don't plan on working with him next year for various reasons [not negative, just moving on with new seasons of life. Although certain people will note that I have said this very same thing for the last two summers. *ahem*] So it is an end of a season in more than one way. I think I need to bring my camera and get pictures of me and Dad on the job site WITH my pink Ergon hat. The guys will laugh... but who cares. *grin*

    This week:
    I work tomorrow and Wednesday [weather permitting]
    I will be house sitting for my adopted Murray family Wednesday through Friday. [I am looking forward to have a nice little break to pray, study photography, do some important planning, and journaling. Simple things done in the quiet.]
    Saturday is Deanna and Brad's wedding [Yay for the last photography wedding job of the year!!!]
    It will be a full week but hopefully one filled with vision and purpose. As one of my amazing photographer instructors put it: Working on life. It is a continual process that lasts a lifetime.

    Time goes by so quickly... how does it do that!?
    My list of things to do keeps growing and I need to go find a scepter...
    [play practice for "Esther" this afternoon *grin*]

    O Sovereign LORD, you are God! Your words are trustworthy, and you have promised these good things to your servant. - 2 Samuel 7:28

    Trusting. Believing. Hoping.
    -KM

Friday, 13 November 2009

  • Confessions II

    Confession:

    [Disclaimer: This is a continuation of the "confession" series the Lord has put upon my heart to write. Not to make me appear “holy” or drawing attention to myself, but rather for the encouragement and edification of others. Showing what God is teaching me and being real. I pray they are a blessing.]


    I am rather faithless.


    It's been one of those days.
    Well, it really has been one of those: weeks...months. years.
    [Cause it is really a life long battle... if you haven't figured that out yet, you will soon.]

    My faith is constantly being tested and challenged. Everywhere I turn I find more hurt and pain, sin and struggle, doubt and fear. Not just in myself, but in people I care about.


    I want to draw closer to Jesus.
    He feels so far away...



    So many times I fail. I know what to do and don't do it. I want to do things and don't have the strength to carry them out. Decisions that are made. Made hoping that He will somehow use it for His glory.

    Yes this week and especially today has been a mess

    This afternoon I needed to pick up littlest brother and bring him home.
    Right before I left, God gave me a verse. I wasn't in the mood to leave the house, but I had to. I didn't want to drive, but littlest brother was waiting.

    So I repeated Truth to myself and headed out.

    After picking him up and making our one stop I let out a long sigh...
    I had forgotten that I was with Jeremiah who has the most attentive and caring heart I know.

    Littlest brother: Are you ok?
    Me: not really.
    Littlest brother: Something going on?
    Me: Just a lot of things. Friends that are hurting, computers that are messed up, lots of situations and too much to think about.
    Littlest brother: Oh I know all about that.
    Me: [stifling a smile] mhm!
    Littlest brother: Sometimes you wonder if God even listens. [Pause]

    How is it that children, specifically my littlest brother, can actually say what I am thinking, feeling and experiencing... but I am too afraid and "mature" to put my doubt and fear into words?

    Littlest brother: Sometimes you wonder if God is even alive.
    Me: [More to myself] Of course He is alive!

    The important thing is that I have the Truth. His word. I know the Truth in my head... my heart is so fickle and emotionally unstable at times. I must choose to believe the Truth.

    Littlest brother: Yes, but still sometimes you wonder because of things…
    Me: I just read a verse this afternoon that says "If we are faithless, He remains faithful."
    Littlest brother: Wow. That is delicious! Some very powerful stuff, there!

    Children always get right to the point. Don't care how it sounds to others, how it might appear or if it is going to be the "right" answer. They just say it.

    [J reaches to grab a little bible we keep in the car.]

    Me: It is 2 Timothy 2:13.
    Littlest brother: [reads aloud] "If we are faithless, He remains faithful, He cannot deny Himself." Wow. That is powerful. Pretty much sums it up.



    Yes, Kristi. It pretty much sums it up. He is enough. Always. Forever. He will supply the faith. I just need to grab a hold of my ever-wandering-heart and tell it that its time to quit doubting and we must choose Jesus... when it hurts. when it is hard. when it requires everything we have.



    "To the faithful you show yourself faithful,
    to the blameless you show yourself blameless." - 2 Sam 22:26

    Are you struggling with taking God at His word? Do you find yourself questioning, doubting and wondering what to do? Deep down is your heart aching to know answers and you wonder if you are really just acting out of fear? Jesus always tells the truth. He is THE truth, His word is truth. Trust Him and take Him at His word..

    the results are up to Him.

    not up to us.


    Choosing to believe,
    -KM

Thursday, 12 November 2009

  • Yesterday was just a really hard day. Work wasn't too bad, it was cold. But there is just so much going on in life right now. I can't process it all. Also... I am tired. That never helps anything.

    I was supposed to work this morning... I walked downstairs and Dad said: You look totally exhausted...
    [cue to know if Dad says I look exhausted that means I must not work..]

    As you could have guessed from previous posts... I have a very difficult time resting.
    Resting and doing "nothing". You see there is "always" something that has to be done and I feel like I am wasting my time and life if I am not accomplishing one of the many things that ought to be finished.

    But I must rest. I must.

    Lately, I am realizing: His word is all I need.
    Sometimes I just need to re-focus...

    no.

    not just sometimes, all the time.
    Focus on the only thing that matters: Jesus.

    Life has a very bad habit of getting in the way.
    Emotions, struggles, decisions, difficulties, hard news, etc.

    Read of Hope. Learn the Truth. Trust the Savior of the Universe.

    My faith is so small... His is so big.

    "If we are faithless, He will remain faithful." - 2 Timothy 2:13

    -KM



    Revelation 21

     1Then I saw a new heaven and a new earth, for the first heaven and the first earth had passed away, and there was no longer any sea. 2I saw the Holy City, the new Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, prepared as a bride beautifully dressed for her husband. 3And I heard a loud voice from the throne saying, "Now the dwelling of God is with men, and he will live with them. They will be his people, and God himself will be with them and be their God. 4He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away."

     5He who was seated on the throne said, "I am making everything new!" Then he said, "Write this down, for these words are trustworthy and true."

     6He said to me: "It is done. I am the Alpha and the Omega, the Beginning and the End. To him who is thirsty I will give to drink without cost from the spring of the water of life. 7He who overcomes will inherit all this, and I will be his God and he will be my son. 8But the cowardly, the unbelieving, the vile, the murderers, the sexually immoral, those who practice magic arts, the idolaters and all liars—their place will be in the fiery lake of burning sulfur. This is the second death."

     9One of the seven angels who had the seven bowls full of the seven last plagues came and said to me, "Come, I will show you the bride, the wife of the Lamb." 10And he carried me away in the Spirit to a mountain great and high, and showed me the Holy City, Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God. 11It shone with the glory of God, and its brilliance was like that of a very precious jewel, like a jasper, clear as crystal. 12It had a great, high wall with twelve gates, and with twelve angels at the gates. On the gates were written the names of the twelve tribes of Israel. 13There were three gates on the east, three on the north, three on the south and three on the west. 14The wall of the city had twelve foundations, and on them were the names of the twelve apostles of the Lamb.

     15The angel who talked with me had a measuring rod of gold to measure the city, its gates and its walls. 16The city was laid out like a square, as long as it was wide. He measured the city with the rod and found it to be 12,000 stadia[a]in length, and as wide and high as it is long. 17He measured its wall and it was 144 cubits[b] thick,[c] by man's measurement, which the angel was using. 18The wall was made of jasper, and the city of pure gold, as pure as glass. 19The foundations of the city walls were decorated with every kind of precious stone. The first foundation was jasper, the second sapphire, the third chalcedony, the fourth emerald, 20the fifth sardonyx, the sixth carnelian, the seventh chrysolite, the eighth beryl, the ninth topaz, the tenth chrysoprase, the eleventh jacinth, and the twelfth amethyst.[d] 21The twelve gates were twelve pearls, each gate made of a single pearl. The great street of the city was of pure gold, like transparent glass.

     22I did not see a temple in the city, because the Lord God Almighty and the Lamb are its temple. 23The city does not need the sun or the moon to shine on it, for the glory of God gives it light, and the Lamb is its lamp. 24The nations will walk by its light, and the kings of the earth will bring their splendor into it. 25On no day will its gates ever be shut, for there will be no night there. 26The glory and honor of the nations will be brought into it. 27Nothing impure will ever enter it, nor will anyone who does what is shameful or deceitful, but only those whose names are written in the Lamb's book of life.

    Revelation 22

     1Then the angel showed me the river of the water of life, as clear as crystal, flowing from the throne of God and of the Lamb 2down the middle of the great street of the city. On each side of the river stood the tree of life, bearing twelve crops of fruit, yielding its fruit every month. And the leaves of the tree are for the healing of the nations. 3No longer will there be any curse. The throne of God and of the Lamb will be in the city, and his servants will serve him. 4They will see his face, and his name will be on their foreheads. 5There will be no more night. They will not need the light of a lamp or the light of the sun, for the Lord God will give them light. And they will reign for ever and ever. 6The angel said to me, "These words are trustworthy and true. The Lord, the God of the spirits of the prophets, sent his angel to show his servants the things that must soon take place."
    Jesus Is Coming
     7"Behold, I am coming soon! Blessed is he who keeps the words of the prophecy in this book."

     8I, John, am the one who heard and saw these things. And when I had heard and seen them, I fell down to worship at the feet of the angel who had been showing them to me. 9But he said to me, "Do not do it! I am a fellow servant with you and with your brothers the prophets and of all who keep the words of this book. Worship God!"

     10Then he told me, "Do not seal up the words of the prophecy of this book, because the time is near. 11Let him who does wrong continue to do wrong; let him who is vile continue to be vile; let him who does right continue to do right; and let him who is holy continue to be holy."

     12"Behold, I am coming soon! My reward is with me, and I will give to everyone according to what he has done. 13I am the Alpha and the Omega, the First and the Last, the Beginning and the End.

     14"Blessed are those who wash their robes, that they may have the right to the tree of life and may go through the gates into the city. 15Outside are the dogs, those who practice magic arts, the sexually immoral, the murderers, the idolaters and everyone who loves and practices falsehood.

     16"I, Jesus, have sent my angel to give you[a] this testimony for the churches. I am the Root and the Offspring of David, and the bright Morning Star."

     17The Spirit and the bride say, "Come!" And let him who hears say, "Come!" Whoever is thirsty, let him come; and whoever wishes, let him take the free gift of the water of life.

     18I warn everyone who hears the words of the prophecy of this book: If anyone adds anything to them, God will add to him the plagues described in this book. 19And if anyone takes words away from this book of prophecy, God will take away from him his share in the tree of life and in the holy city, which are described in this book.

     20He who testifies to these things says, "Yes, I am coming soon."
          Amen. Come, Lord Jesus.

     21The grace of the Lord Jesus be with God's people. Amen.

Tuesday, 10 November 2009

  • Strength.

    I have little strength.

    very. little.

     

    but...

     

    God is showing Himself so strong.

    Life is overwhelming right now.

    In the last four days I have been dealing with or finding out about so many different situations, things and people... I haven't been able to even form a proper response to many of them. People are hurting. Choices and decisions that we make effect others in ways we can't even imagine. We can never underestimate the influence our actions can speak to others. All this and more leaves me with one conclusion: I must draw closer to Jesus!

    Jesus! Jesus! Jesus!

    It is impossible to live without Him.

    Doing hard things and loving others like Jesus is worth it.

    It is a battle but totally worth fighting for. This week, even through the difficult things, God is showing me results and I am so humbled!

    “God's voice thunders in marvelous ways; he does great things beyond our understanding. He says to the snow, 'Fall on the earth,' and to the rain shower, 'Be a mighty downpour.”- Job 37:5-6

    -KM

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Friday, 06 November 2009

  • It could cost you...


    your freedom!

     
         


         





    [All photos copyright of Kristi Michelle Photography]


    With all of my heart....
    I ask you to please take six minutes out of your day.
    Three minutes to listen to this moving and truthful message from one of America's greatest leaders today.
     
    Then take three minutes and call your congressman!
    Ask them to vote NO on this freedom taking health care bill!!

    How many people have given their lives for our freedom...
    Can we give six minutes of our day to defend it?
    THINK ABOUT IT!
     
    On on knees for our Nation!
    -KM

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  • I am passionate about many things in life: Loving Jesus. Pursuing purity. choosing to trust. being real. glorifying the Lord with my life. mentoring and discipling young people. being a world changer. my family. my girlfriends. photography. creating. designing. good books. raspberry lemonade. dancing. drama and theatre. movie nights. american history. journaling. blogging. popcorn. music.