Usually that provokes negative feelings, being overwhelmed. Yes, I am experiencing negative emotions when using that word, but there are also many wonderful feelings with it as well.
My list of things to do is quite overwhelming at the moment. Life is very full right now. [When isn’t it, I know.] But since this summer didn’t happen as I planned… this fall has been slightly off balance and I am just now getting into the flow of things and finding the time and motivation to be disciplined enough to complete them.
I am attempting to see how on earth I can: Finish about four months of photography classes in less than two months [no.comments.from.the.peanut.gallery.please.]. Start a girl’s small group. Figure out what Jesus thinks about my photography future [To be in business or not to be in business… that is the question]. Complete my goals for the Congressional Gold Medal awards [100 hours of physical fitness and a four day camping trip anyone? Meh!] Start making and selling cards [yes, it seems to run in the family, this “having-my-own-business-thing.”] before too long. Afford the numerous pieces of photography equipment that I really-sorta-need to keep learning.
Ok. Yes. Enough of that for now… if I attempted to make a list of all the things I want to do or start or learn, four lifetimes wouldn’t be enough. I wonder if that is a first born thing? Hmmm.
Meanwhile:
Pictures! So many pictures! *half-crazy-grin*
I really do love working and learning about photography. I love seeing God’s hand at work giving me peace and discernment while working with new or different people each shoot, providing lighting and good weather. It is quite amazing to have a business partnership with the Creator of the Universe. So humbling! So amazing! I am in the middle of editing and completing about four different photog jobs at the moment. [Yes, my mother is beginning to believe I '"live" on the computer... heh.]
Meredith Ann's Senior pictures were last Sunday. Such a delightful afternoon with my two adopted sisters. God provided such a variety of lighting to work with and I absolutely love the results:
[YES! I can upload pictures again!!! *happiness*]
I am overwhelmed by Jesus.
I am overwhelmed by His love. The way He continues to show HIMSELF strong on my behalf. I am overwhelmed by grace… I am indebted to Grace forever and always. Grace taught my heart to fear and grace my fears relieved… I am overwhelmed by His mercies each day, just enough for each situation or difficulty. I am overwhelmed by how He provides me with faith when mine isn’t worth a quarter of a mustard seed.
More about Jesus! Just Jesus! Only Jesus!
Life becomes so more “simple” when I really focus on knowing Him and just loving Jesus more. When I love Him… I can transfer His love to someone I am having a difficulty with. When I love Him… I have enough grace to write that note of encouragement when I am on six hours of sleep and been non-stop-all-day.
The moment I take my eyes off Him… Life becomes a wreck.
Yes. It’s pretty much true.
I see His love in the beauty of fall. I love fall. Truly I do. Apple cider, popcorn, fall leaves, blue skies, colors everywhere, warm zephyr from the southwest... *sigh*. Seasons all have a purpose, but somehow Autumn makes me feel closer to His heart.


I have decided: I need to be a world changer.
More on that to come later, I am sure. But my wheels are turning...
Life is challenging... but there is so much reward and satisfaction in doing hard things: persevering, being disciplined and choosing to keep on keeping on.
"Where there is no risk... there is no faith." - Chip Ingram"Without faith... it is impossible to please God." - Hebrews 11:6
Choosing Faith,
-KM